Mimpi Itali

Saya nak melancong ke Itali tahun depan. Serius ni.

Kenapa?

Salahkan Dr Rafik, pensyarah "History of Medicine" saya.

Tawaran dibuka untuk mana2 manusia yang nak gi sekali. ;)

Ok, saya tahu. Teramatlah sangat rambang.

Random 2

Out of random, I felt like checking my Nuffnang account. I myself rarely click on the banner due to the lack of advertisement but deep inside, I do hope every single blogger/reader who drops by to click the banners. :P

But guess what? Remember the NZN banner I told you guys about? Apparently it was only there for a "short" while but hey, I made my first income by blogging. ;)

25 cents. Lol!

Just maybe.

Hey..

Yesterday marks the end of the first semester for us third years. I guess I should have been happy about this since there's only a semester left for me to complete my pre-clinical years and venture into clinical medicine. But somehow I find myself unable to "feel" any feelings. Exams? Maybe. Just maybe.

So, tomorrow's the beginning of my practical examinations. After that, it'll be a week of study-leave before the beginning of one very long month of written exams. I'm not even sure whether I'm looking forward for my 21st birthday next month. Heh. Who am I kidding? But really, I don't know what to look forward to at the moment. Neither the exams, nor even my birthday. Everything seems dark. Smile, Jo. Smile. *managed to force out a smile*

Hmm. Perhaps I'll find that light soon. Oh, no no no. If you're thinking about the light which guides dead people, hell no. God-forbid. Heh. I'm looking for the 'light'. The one which shines in all that's living, except me. *rummages my room, looking for a candle* This will do, I guess. Hmm. But, what will happen when the candle burns out? Urh. That's a problem for later.

Okay, I'm heading back to reality guys - where salt's sweet and sugar's salty. Oh, and can someone remind me to go to the pharmacy tomorrow. My eyes' are rather dry. Need to get some eyedrops of myself. Where the hell could my tears have gone? *laughs quietly alone*

Note to self
-You've got to stop posting an entry when you're halfway to Lala-land, Jo.
Monologue - "Ah, janji aku happy."

Of needs and priorites.

Hello.

It's been awhile.

I feel the need to update but I've been busy with my studies with the finals coming and all. That is my priority after all.

Sometimes, I feel rather disconnected. But I wonder, is it my fault? I know I need to do certain things at certain times, but, what if those certain times are filled? And again by, my priorities.

I try to understand certain things but I simply can't. I went to bed, thinking of all the different possibilities in my mind. None of which I would want to materialize. And I will fall asleep, with a tired and confused mind. When I wake up, it feels like I've been wide awake all the time. Hm.

Oh, well. Things aren't always the way they are - the way we want them to be. This is how it should be, I guess. We are not the Earth, spinning on its axis, tilted slightly to one side. Fixed, never different.

I'll plough through, even if I have to stay awake in my sleep for days to come. I'll cope. (I hope)

I'm sorry if this post doesn't make any sense to you guys. It is rather deep and vague. Simply, you can consider this to be some random blabbering from a nobody - me.